September 30, 2010

27 Septiembre 2010

How is it that the work I am able to do that isn't planned tends to be the most rewarding? I think the world is trying to teach me something.

I came back to Madrigal frustrated that I was unable to accomplish everything I wanted to do today in Chivay. I didn't even get to purchase produce, and I was seriously worried about getting nutrition for the week without any fruits or vegetables. And, I ended up back earlier than I would have liked and had nothing to do until the townsfolk returned from the fields. But, then a knock came at my door.

Some girls were at my "doorstep" because their teacher had yet again given them an assignment and not the resources to find their own solution. This professor had even reprimanded them for not being able to find the answers. It isn't like these kids have text books or a library where they can look up whatever questions they have, and of course they don't have internet either. The girls know that I have a small mountain of books in my room and that I am always reading, and they were hoping that maybe in one of my books I might have the answers to their questions. Unfortunately, I didn't have a list of the Ministers of Peru in my library, but I did call another volunteer in a more urban living situation who had easy internet access and could look up the answers for them. It is an unexplainable feeling helping someone help someone else. This tiny interaction felt so rewarding.

There is one vendor in Chivay that I seem to have clicked with well. He is older and his wife is a beautiful women I get along with well. They like to keep and eye on me and test my quechua each week when I come in. They are also the only place for hours that carries things like olive oil and wine. Some day I will save enough sole to buy a bottle of wine from him... but anyway... Jesus and his wife also happen to be from Madrigal, so when I was in town today he asked me to deliver an urgent note to his sister. I don't know his sister, but of course would love to help. His directions were something like, "Her house is very far from the center of town (motioning south), towards the river. It's a small house on Colon street. Can you take the note there?" I am thinking sarcastically, "With those directions? Ha! Of course!" I went on a little mission, first asking my host sister, then looking on a map at the Health Post (yeah, no Colon street), then asking some women in the plaza, all making me feel like a terrible messenger and doubting my understanding of a 'small town', then I hit jack pot. A woman that works at a bodega recognized her name and said, "she lives very far, just past the stream, and she has a big dog. Be very careful, her dog is brave." I asked the color of the dog hoping that would help me recognize which house. "Black." OK, one step closer. "Very far" in this town apparently means 4 blocks away. As I crossed the stream I decided to ask again. A man on the corner said I needed to jog a block and it would be right there on the left. But, I got there and had no way to know which door. No one on the street, no dogs to clue me in, and the street lights were getting more and more dim as I walked and the stars began to flood the sky. Then, around the next corner comes a woman with a huge black dog trailing. What luck! And what appreciation she had for this important note. Mission accomplished. I was already on cloud nine.

As I was walking back to my room some girls seemed to illuminate the shadow they stood in when they saw me, "Luz! Could you please help us with our English homework?" and they ran to get their paperwork and sure enough right on the curb under the street lamp we sat for over an hour sounding out words. This was fabulous "advertisement" for me because of the handful of people that walked by and saw us working, and I think it was the first real English class these girls had ever had. In return, they taught me some of their favorite quechua words: rat-(which I don't remember), alpaca- paqu, eagle-anka, sheep- uwiha, dog-allqu, etc. They asked me why I don't come be their english professor and I said I am not a teacher and I haven't met with their principal yet to get permission to spend time with them, then we discussed the importance of getting permission, and I asked, "Besides, I would rather play with you guys than teach you anyways. Would you guys stay after school once a week to play games and do activities with me?" A resounding "Yes" and smiles followed. How uplifting! What more could I ask for? "And if I have a special place where I am every evening, would you come and bring your homework questions?" again, yeses and smiles. My conniving brain is envisioning a room with shelves I have built and stocked with as many books as I can get my hands on. Now, I just need to find the space and get the organization PromoLibro to fund the book purchasing. Such an exciting thought for me. What a project!

I headed to the Municiplity after I left the girls and was stopped by a councilman and his wife. They had read the very small 8 ½ by 11 "poster" I had hung explaining who I am and why I am in Madrigal, and they wanted to talk to me in private. Excited that they read it, but frightened at the seriousness of their inquisition I agreed and stepped into a corner with them. They saw that I have a degree in Psychology and want to talk to me about their child in a private place some day soon. I don't know their child, but I agreed to meet them Wednesday to talk and see what I can do for them. The harsh word "discapacidad" fell out of the wife's mouth which translates to "unlearnable" or "unlearned" and is used in Peru regularly to mean "disabled". I only hope that I can help thir family in some way and it isn't beyond my realm.

Then I stopped at the Municipality to get signatures for a petition all the volunteers in the canyon are collecting for to get internet access in the valley. We are presenting the petition to the Ministry of Tourism as a potential money maker, and are all actually planning to use it to help the people who live in this town who have been forgotten by their own government. We hope to get computers and internet access in a public location (library?!) as well as the schools in each town we work in. It is a lofty goal, but it just may be possible. After two weeks of searching people down, I got all the signatures I needed tonight!

What an incredibly productive evening! I am completely and utterly empowered! I love my job.

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September 27, 2010

27 Septiembre 2010

Unbelievably, when I woke up yesterday it felt like I was never in debilitating backpain and all, so I set off on the day´s mission. I did laundry all day then hiked two hours to Maca to visit with Kaysi for the evening. I have to say I never get tired of the hikes. Just stopping to take a breath and watch the sunset between the canyon never gets old. I give thanks for being here everyday. An evening of yatzee and speaking English never gets old either.
Today I came into Chivay to bathe and do the usual grocery shopping. I have a TON to do within the next 7 days as I am moving from the hostal to my 2 year home. Right now all I have is a mattress, propane tank, a stove, one suitcase of clothes and toiletries, and a duffle of books, life couldn´t be more simple. I will do some more chacra work this week and touch up some painting in my room then head off to Arequipa Thursday.
The curriculum I am writing is coming along swimmingly and I have a lot of research to do involving the internet so if you want to video chat, I will be in an internet cafe all day Friday and Sunday researching and ordering myself more books.

25 Septiembre 2010



Today we returned to planting another set of three"chacras"- terraced fields. The only thing on my mind is how lucky I have been for the past handful of months for not having back pain. One single pang shot down my right leg yesterday but left as quickly as it came. Today, I am astonished at the strength and agility of my 60-year-old host father as I hobbled around like I am 200. I took enough breaks no one noticed, except my sister. I caught her eye as I dropped my shovel in pain and she glared with worry, "Give yourself a break." she insisted over the bull's whacking tail. Thus, on the walk home she inquired about the obvious discomfort and got my life story. All my family and friends will be happy to know there is a Peruvian in my house keeping an eye to make sure I take care of myself.
Not I sit in bed wishing I had access to ice with my feet up and a cup of tea. Like I said, 200 years old.

But, above that, I feel great. While my body is exhausted, my motivation is recuperated and I look forward to tomorrow. These are some photos of our lunch break today between plantings, and then the walk home. I have to admit I am becoming buddies with the donkeys and one of the bulls (I bet that sounds weird).*****

Some random observations I wanted to write about:

If I didn't like spicy food before I moved here, I sure do now. The hottest ricotto pepper will cover up any potato and alpaca stench.

Today when we were feeding the pig and picking up the bulls to hike out to the chacras I seriously thought one was having a hernia for a minute. Something was obviously wrong, there were muscles popping out of his side like I had never seen before. Then his two foot penis popped out as well and he started humping the air. Yeah, not a hernia.

After discovering that my host sister had never heard of WWI or WWII and didn't know who Hitler was, I decided to do a mini investigation of adults in my town. A cousin from the City of Arequipa (a college populated city) had come into town to help with the planting for the weekend. He is my age and studying in college. He had never heard of this guy, Hitler, or WWII.
More than a little heart broken I came home tonight and put on recorded NPR podcasts while I made some soup. Thinking of how Holocaust stories such as reading the Diary of Ann Frank shaped a part of my adolescence, a story came on Talk of the Nation that discussed that "Higher Education" is a waste of money. A professor talked away bashing the United States higher educational system with points that I might have thought valid a year ago today. He ridiculed lecture halls being too large, tuition being too high, and training taking place for vocational jobs instead of libral arts studies. Today, I just want to scream and stomp and throw a little hissy fit in this mans face. Who gives a damn if all of those things are true in our country. Guess what, our citizens know the history of the world, they can perform basic to complicated mathematic equations, they understand the science behind the water cycle and medicines, they know who dies at the end of Romeo and Juliet and have read classics and can read a newspaper that is printed and delivered to their door every day. By leaving our country I have become more patriotic than I ever expected to be in my life. I was taught as a child to wash my hands and brush my teeth so I didn't die of diarrhea before I reached the age of two, and I just might keep all of my teeth until the day I die. And, I don't care if there is no market for jobs in the US right now because everyone has a "higher education" and it is devalued. That is FABULOUS! That means, all of our citizens are educated. That is a BEAUTIFUL fact and something to celebrate. So go, spread your knowledge, continue to learn. Stop complaining about the beautiful gift you were given upon birth. Or at least, not to me. I promise I won't listen. But, I will use my higher education to go rake entire fields in the Andes with locals and tell them stories of what happened to people in Germany 60 years ago.

24 Septiembre 2010

Today was planting day.
I met with the family at their house to find that my house mom had returned from Arequipa! I had dreaded that her presence would change everything but her kind eyes and welcoming nature only proved me way wrong to have worried at all. She was pulling dried kernels from corn husks for us to plant as my house father cleaned the plow. The house was high energy and everyone was excited to go plant.

How it works:

Last week we watered the field. This week it had dried enough that the soil is lose and the bulls won't tire out from pulling the plow.Before we start anything, we all drink a glass of chicha (fermented corn blah, as I like to call it) one at a time. And before drinking we make an offering to pachamama- mother earth, and the bulls. Then, the men, and the women who will be planting take a shot of alcohol. I asked if it was a popular Peruvian drink called Pisco, and they laughed and said it was far stronger and less smooth. I must say, it tasted like rubbing alcohol. Then the men shove some coca leaves in their cheeks and we begin. One person leads the bulls to keep them in line, and one person follows with their hand on the plow also keeping it in line. Then, usually a woman follows and drops the seeds, one at a time, one foot apart, in the divot the plow has created. All three jobs require slightly more concentration than one would imagine. The person guiding the heavy plow definitely has the most laborious job.The plow is heavy, and bulls don't naturally walk in straight lines. There are intermittent breaks involving more fermented corn blah-chicha, alcohol, and offerings to mother earth. Hours later, after all the seeds are dropped, everyone grabs a rake and we even out the entire field. Breaking up clots of earth, pulling weeds, and replanting any loose seeds. Yes, the entire field, by hand, after you have already been working all day.It is fun to think about how similar these people's lives are to the Native American's of the United States. How THEY taught US how to grow corn. How similar what I see here is to the corn field in The States, and yet how different today. I had to explain many times how we use machines in The States, and how much I appreciate them teaching me how they plant. They were just tickled pink.I was in charge of the actual planting of the seeds. They called me the "Semillera"-literally meaning 'seed planter' and made jokes about the corn growing to be tall because I planted them. Never in my life have I felt so tall as I have since moving to Peru. Beside the actual job of planting, I had to be careful not to get too close to the plow crew to avoid the backswing of a whip to the face. I can just imagine calling the Peace Corps doctor, "You see, I got whipped in the face..." Yeah, that would go over well.The bulls move down the line pretty quickly, and counting out one kernel at a time to drop evenly apart proved to be far more challenging than I would like to admit. The tip of the kernel is sharp and your hand really doesn't want it in your fist, so quite a few will fall at a time if you aren't careful. My host father's voice, "One at a time good, two ok, three no." wouldn't leave me alone. Then I discovered that if I just loosened my hand and kept a brisk walk (without tripping) I could let the kernels fall from my curled fingers and the wind would place them, one at a time, evenly apart. Funny how releasing your grip can give you more control.

23 Septiembre 2010

Morning:

For the first time since I moved to Madrigal I didn't need to get up early this morning. For the first time I have all the supplies I need to finish my work on the room and I decided I was going to treat myself and sleep in. I had been fantasizing about this day for a few weeks now; I could raise whenever the urge moved me, put on some lovely music, and prepare a delicious fruit and yogurt breakfast before I put on my sweats and did an hour long yoga session. But, today didn't work out quite like that. Instead I woke up around 8am and laid in bed awake for over an hour. Then I gave myself my daily baby wipe bath and prepared the usual oatmeal and coffee. The unsweetened oats stuck to the roof of my mouth like cement and the milk-less coffee didn't feel quite as energizing as Austin's Bennu or Clementine coffee shop's deliciousness. Quite anti-climactic. I ended up walking around in circles for a bit getting lost in my head and stopping at the mirror in the bathroom a few times. If someone had peaked in my window they definitely would have thought a crazy person had overtaken Lu's body. But the thoughts in my mind were not dark. Instead, they were wrapping up the idea of living out of this little hotel room. I am ready. I am ready to finish construction and move into my house. Today.

Evening:

The window is in. The room is done. with much pride I show you the before and after pictures:

***picures of bedrom before and after***

Now, I will collect what I can in the way of furniture and move in as October comes my way.

22 Septiembre 2010

Today was a bit of a rampage. I rose early and had to leave my dirty hotel room to collect the constructed but glass-less window and hopefully get it to the municipality in time to get someone on the job of finishing it. I was successful in a sense. A municipality member was sent to town to buy glass to my measurements, and I was given plywood to finish lining my roof as well as the young carpenter who constructed my window to help me nail down the last of the roofing. We worked all morning amidst phone calls from The Peace Corps calling to make sure progress was being made and to inform me of other meetings. Overwhelm overtook me.
The idea moving into my host family's house began to shift to reality and the thoughts of moving from one challenging living situation to another possibly more challenging one brought me a flood of emotions I had to sleep off with a nap. My host mother will be returning from the distant hospital this week. I will meet this woman I will be living with for the next two years of my life within the next few days. She will surely change the dynamics that I am just now getting accustomed to within my host family. Just about any and all privacy is going to vanish sharing this small space with this family who lives in a culture where I truly don't think they know the meaning of the word, personal. And, on top of all of that it is time to begin my work. I am asked daily if not twice a day when I am going to start teaching, to which I reply, "Once my roof is built and I am moved in."

I have had much confidence that once I feel more settled and out of limbo that I can start devoting serious time to the curriculum that is coming together slowly. But now, I start to fear it. The more I look at it and design specific days and activities the more real it all becomes and the "what ifs" start to squeeze their way through my neurons. It is like all the nervousness and excitement of joining the Peace Corps and moving to site is happening all over again, but without the excitement part.

Above everything else, I am hungry; which might have contributed to my grumpiness. It isn't that there isn't food here, I guess I have unconsciously chosen hunger over the constipation that rice and potatoes leads to or the diarrhea unsanitary food preparation leads to.

Today should be a day to rejoice. Serious progress was made and the room, my room, it is almost finished. Soon I will have a stove I can cook my own warm meals on and a family to watch over me. Perhaps those two perks will make all the difference in the world and I will be back to my positive, motivated self.

21 Septiembre 2010

Last night I was successful in hunting down a councilman who got a carpenter on the job of building my window. With the sun I met with the carpenter to collect materials and with the stars I retire to my bed tonight as the beautifully carved and painted pine window dries. The idea of moving into my room is becoming reality. My advisor in Lima called today and nearly had a conniption when she found out that I still wasn't living with my host family, but I think I calmed her fears with my positive attitude and calm voice.

When filling out my Monthly Report I came to the final question, "If you were to return to the USA tomorrow what would you miss most about your community." this question hit me very hard. The idea of returning to the United States any time soon hasn't crossed my consciousness in months. While I ache for family and friends, I live here. I am just barely getting started, how could I possibly leave?

Even though I spent a majority of the day deeply missing Aaron Smith as I watched the carpenter's able hands, I feel good here, I fit here. Right here. Right now.

20 Septiembre 2010

Kaysi and I bummed a ride on Russ and Jean's bus half way back to Kaysi's town of Maca last night because we both were yearning for a shower and her town is closer to the hot springs than mine. After the day's 6 hour hike up and down the mountain the hour-long hike to Maca was not welcomed by either of us, but necessary if we wanted to partake in the joys of hot water. We both attempted to jump up and down with excitement when we got to her road, but our strength was completely void from 3 days of working and walking. Her host mother dropped the potatoes she was cleaning and put a kettle on so we could enjoy her homemade quinoa bread with warm tea. Kaysi's adorable host siblings entertained us until our strength couldn't even hold us upright at the dinner table any longer. I had surprised myself and my hosts when I and devoured two plates of rice, avocado, and egg. It was only about 6pm so we decided to put in a movie to numb our brains and bodies into dreamland, but her host brother had math homework to be done. We insisted on helping him finish it together so he could watch the movie "UP" with us. An hour later all three of us were wrapped up in alpaca blankets sound asleep as the Spanish dubbed cartoon illuminated the tiny straw roof hut.


Today, hot showers hushed the acid in our tired muscles and some hot quinoa and chicken soup nursed our souls back to the world of the living. I began phone calls to plan a trip to the geyser outside the city of Pinchollo and we sat for some time to let our tired tootsies convalesce.
The only bus going back to my town left sooner than I would have liked, and I was rushed to purchase some cheese and fruit and pile into the crowded comvi. There were some people on the bus that were not dressed in the traditional attire like everyone else that lives in my town. They must be children of people from Madrigal that were sent into the city when they were young to get an education, and raised there their entire life. They obviously weren't going to be squished in the bus. They spread themselves out to make themselves comfortable and ignored everyone else trying to get onboard. The custom of these comvis is to get everyone where they need to be using the least gas possible (aka one trip, overcrowded bus, standing room only). When the driver asked them to scoot their precious little bums over these "middle class" Peruvians scoffed and refused, "what a terrible custom you people continue" one woman said. They looked at me, two elderly traditionally dressed women, and two men in cowboy hats that wanted to board and didn't budge. The driver gently coaxed some more and then one of the elderly women reprimanded them far to slightly for my taste and squeezed herself into a seat. I made a couple jokes with some people already on the bus about being skinny and if only they could please let me squeeze into some standing room and they laughed and cleared about a 1 foot by 1 foot space for me. While one of the traditionally dressed women clung to my leg to keep her balance my face was calm but my brain was screaming at the princess sprawled out behind me, "Who do you think you are little lady? You think I and these rural Peruvians WANT to squeeze on this bus? You think I am not used to more comfortable transportation? Do you know how uncomfortable these people and myself are going to be for the next hour? Do you see any of us complaining? Do you see all of us making room and squishing together awkwardly but out of necessity? The priority is not comfort here, and if it is to you, go rent a taxi and pay top dollar to protect your for delicate physique. And, buckle your seatbelt, or is that a terrible custom you don't wish to continue?" I couldn't look at the woman's face I was so angry. I distracted myself in conversation with some neighbors from town, and choked down the fire lump in my throat. The urban Peruvian culture really has no respect for the challenging lifestyles these people have, even though it is where they came from. It breaks my heart into thousands of scrambled splinters that I don't know how to put together again and those shards are the fuel I use keep myself motivated to help the people here.

19 Septiembre 2010


Kaysi and I woke up early to meet up with some buddies. Russ and JeanareSmallBusiness Development volunteers and they aregiving English classes to tour guides. They brought one of their students along named Edwin who is a sweet and bright kid about my age, as well as visiting friend from Montana. We left Madrigal at 3262m to hike up and see pre-Incan graves and Fort Chimpa a 4600m. It took 2 ½ hours toget to the top and I will let the photos speak for themselves.



There are so many well preseved pre-Incan and Incan ruins in Peru they are almost devalued. This hike was unmarked, and empty, not a tourist as far as the eye couldsee.The carved, lined rocks are models of ancient irrigation systems. The fort is unreal, and the wind is actually, physically, breathtaking. I told Edwin that I think I ambegining to have a romantic relationship with the god of wind and he said, "You know the wind god is San Lorenzo, there is no coincidence that you share a name.And because people here call you Luz [which means light] you must have a strong relationship with the sky indeed." He left me speechless with this quick "obvious" statement. He spit it out with a, "well duh" air, as my scarf fluttered in the strong nudges of affection sent up the canyon from San Lorenzo himself.











18 Septiembre 2010

If you had to soak the soil of a field and you had to no hose and no sprinkler how would you do it?

Well this is how the ancient practice lives today:
They have built pools that collect the rain and melting snowcap water. Then canals from those pools are built to carry the water to the fields. They manage the water amazingly well and when your day comes you can open the waterway to your little stream and a small but sufficient waterfall with begin to pour onto your field.

Now, how do you keep the water from pooling just at the base of the waterfall and spread it through out the field?

Damn it so the water comes slowly and build small tributaries with a stick across the field. Yup, a stick. What takes little strength and some brainpower is exhausting. By hour five Kaysi and my hands were blistered, our backs aching from sun, and our feet were begging to be put up. It was right around then my sister said we needed to go tend to the cows on the other side of town. Kaysi retired to prepare our lunch and my host sister's begging eyes pulled me on the hour hike to take the cows to water and food. Then the donkeys. Then we collected harvested greens for the rabbits and guinea pigs at the house. I carried a blanket wrapped around pounds of straw and greens back to the house around 3:30pm drained and ravenous.

Need-less-to-say, we were asleep within 2 hours until the following sunrise.

17 Septiembre 2010

Awakened with the sun I began work on my curriculum and didn't stop until I needed to leave midday and meet with another volunteer named Kaysi. She had an 1 ½ hike and I was going to hike an hour to meet her and escort her to my town for a weekend visit. I took her out into the fields to see the canyon and the river view from my town and then went to show her my new house. The plan was that tomorrow some of the girls from town were going to hike with us up a 4600m mountain to a pre-Incan fort just outside town, but the girls were called by their parents to work in the "chacra"-field all day, so plans were yet again gone in the wind. So, me and Kaysi said naively, "Can we help work in the fields?" Of course they would love to show us how they farm and get the extra hand. Kaysi and I were pleased and looked forward to the following day's work.

That night we invited my host sister to watch a movie with us on my laptop. Having only seen a few movies in her life, she was ready and rearing. Because she loves horror stories she picked out the one movie I have with images of blood on the case, "Inglorious Bastards" a Quinten Terentino film. While this is one of my favorite movies I was worried she wouldn't get the American humor and told her the movie took place during the Holocaust. When she looked at me blankly but nodding I asked her if she knew who Hitler was. This was responded to with a definite, "No". Kaysi gave a brief history of WWII and what the Holocaust was to a set of wide unbelieving eyes and a dropped jaw. Through the course of the movie she couldn't understand why the American's would show no mercy to this group of people called "Nazis" an Kaysi and I were pointing out left and right "That really happened", "That didn't really happen.... but that, that really happened". I think she walked away much more confused than educated and I have written into my curriculum a week of world history.

16 Septiembre 2010


I spent the night in Yanque as there is extremely limited transportation to my town of Madrigal. The hostal owners bragged of hot showers and I was anxiously looking forward to getting up in the morning so I could take a hot shower in a private bathroom for as long as I wanted (a luxury I have only experienced about 4 times in the 3 months I have lived in Peru). But, alas, the water was tepid... huge bummer. But what can you expect with 10 s/. ($3.5) a night lodging.
Tim was not so lucky to get a shower at all in his room, so I walked with him to the hot springs so he could bathe.
***photo of lunch by the river*****I sat by the river, ate cheese and bread, and picked 'yerba louisa'- lemon grass to bring back to my room to make tea later that evening. This absolutely delightful lunch was greeted in the early afternoon with a 3 hour Non-Governmental Organization (NGO) tourism meeting. I was going mainly to meet some of the NGO workers in the valley and listen in to their plans to develop tourism here, and I have to say it was torture. Utter, and absolute torture. Instead of running the meeting efficiently as the Peruvian Ministery of Tourism should have it became a complain fest. Who isn't doing what and all of these "upper class" Peruvians complaining about the "lower class'" inefficiencies in conducting tourist attractions and alimentation in the canyon. There was no, "Here is our collected list of problems, lets brainstorm the solutions" it was just, "There are no well drawn maps." "There isn't adequate transportation to tourist sites" "Guides don't speak English, or French, or German", etc. None of the NGOs proposed to draw up maps, supply buses, or language training. There was steam flowing from my ears and I had to get up and leave. It was almost as if these "upper class" Peruvians enjoyed hearing themselves talk and it made them feel better about themselves bashing the poor locals. This is becoming a theme that I do believe I will either confront wisely or out of fury someday. I need to continue to bite my tongue. Needless to say, I left after hour 3 ½.

As I was looking to leave Chivay via overcrowded "comvi"-bus a councilman stopped me to chat and said there was an ambulance leaving in a few minutes to go to Madrigal and I should just ride with them. After sitting on the curb waiting for an hour for the ambulance to leave the mayor of my town drove by in his beautiful truck and called us aboard. I scored in this deal. All I had to do was help load some heavy bags of vegetable oil and rice into the bed of the truck and in exchange I didn't have to pay for the transportation home and the whole ride was a quechua language class! I have to say yet again, the Peruvians are just tickled pink when they hear me clucking away in quechua. I am determined to learn this dieing language that only a handful of white folk have mastered.

The sad news was that tonight I was invited to a parent teacher meeting for the middle school , and no one was at the location at said time. It was probably rescheduled without them informing me. Nothing beyond the ordinary, but none-the-less frustrating. Good leadership and organization are more than lacking.

I decided to head home to reboot when there was a not so faint knock at the door. My heart jumped because the sun was down and I always fear the men in town, but a young little voice responded. The word has gotten around that the gringa is helping give kids perfect English homework scores and this little lady came by ready to learn. We finished her homework so quickly she was still hungry, so she decided to quiz me on my knowledge of the english language. Funny how this showed me the lack of trust the students have in their teachers. When this bright and confident little girl realized I did truly know every color in her book, we switched gears back and we began a Simon-Says-type game with the colors around the room. She learned so quickly it was stunning. And when I was confident with her knowledge she was still hungry for more. I can't wait to start my work with these little inspirational bodies.

My head hit the pillow before the warmth of her hand left my doorknob and I was out at 9pm.

15 Septiembre 2010

Last night I had a meeting with the councilwoman Ines and she arranged to go into town and get the rest of the supplies I need to finish my room! EXCITING! The first sign of actual progress in about two weeks.

I helped finish up the construction of the solar ovens today which consisted of pulling apart the fibers and separating wool from the sheep's poop. The wool acts as a thermos under the oven to keep the heat from escaping, the design is kind of brilliant.The municipality was there to monitor the project and it was good that they saw me helping.
I bummed a ride with the councilwoman into the local town of Chivay so I could meet up with some other volunteers who were getting together for chicha and arequipenia on James' (a fellow volunteer's) last night in town before his close of service and return to The States.
I met up with Tim in Chivay and we had time to spare so we took a hike from Chivay city up to a giant cross engraved in the side of the mountain. The view was stunning. We appointed ourselves to help an older woman heard her sheep back down the mountain. She was not impressed in the slightest, nor did the few quechua words we used engage her in any form of conversation, so we returned to the festivities in the small town of Yanque. Chicha is a fermented corn drink that pretty much tastes like vomit to my tongue. But, I am getting used to it and the evening was a beautiful demonstration of possibility. Half of the attendees at the going away party were Peruvian, and it does appear to me that there are some strong friendships that built between these people over James' three years of service. He didn't hide how melted and gummy the people of this canyon have made his heart, and I believe him when he says he is going to come back some day. It was inspiring to see as I am stepping into my service.

14 Septiembre 2010

The joys of being surrounded by rocks and sticks have been realized!
For some reason, Americans feel the need to buy some plastic du-hicky for just about every chore imaginable. I think I am mastering the art of doing everything with a rock and a stick. Bring in a trusty knife and we are talking mastery potential, but this can even be substituted with a stick sharpened with a rock.
When I couldn't get some caked mud off of the wood I am using for my ceilings, picked up a rock.
When I couldn't get my fingers under the rim of the tin coffee cup to clean it, grabbed a twig.
Small hole in the faucet? You can use either a rock or a twig for that!! It's like magic!


Today was my first day back from Arequipa City and my host father and I had planned on working on my ceiling together. But, I think I showed up at the house too late (9am), so he had left to work in the fields, so I was going to do laundry when I heard my name bounce off some adobe walls. There is a Non-Governmental Organization (NGO) here in town to teach thewomen how to build and cook with solar ovens to save money on gas and wood as well as minimize waste. Bolivar Inti is the name of the organization, they are a French organizationthat has worked in multiple countries to combat environmental destruction. I was extremely excited to be a part of the day's activities, but a little weary of the project at first. The Organization hired Peruvians to run the trainings here in town, while the carpenter that was helping build was amazing, the woman teaching how the oven worked laughed at herself when she didn't know what CO2 stood for. And they all kind of had this air of 'we are better than you' to them, which I have seen commonly in urban-lifestyle Peruvians when interacting or talking about rural-lifestyle Peruvians. And, I didn't think this was the wisest implementation. Will these women really drop their ancient conduct and start using these solar ovens? Will they keep the glass clean enough over time for the sunlight to enter and do its job? Doubtful, but maybe.
But, working with the women was fun. Building, using my hands makes me happy. And, Seeing how adults can act just like the kids I instruct was equally entertaining.

I ducked out when they were learning how to cook with it and what greenhouse effect is, and headed home to do laundry. Then, cleaned the wood we will put in for my ceiling. The biggest joy in my life right now, my house sister, came home just as I was finishing washing and mending some of her laundry and she made me a fried tunafish and rice lunch. Can't stand the stuff, actually prefer alpaca, but warm food in the belly is always satisfying. The meal turned into English homework help which has become a pattern of late, and then I pulled a Peace Corps no-no. I cleaned the kitchen. When Roxana said that her mom was going to remain in the hospital for the rest of the month, my subconscious decided there was no one for me to offend per the Peace Corps concern, and I started. One of those, I will begin with this dish, but i can't put it on this rock because the rock is dirty so I will wipe the rock, well I can't just wipe part of the rock, I have to wipe the whole thing, but there is garbage and dirty dishes piled on the other side of the rock so I might as well clean that up... yeah, I might as well just clean everything. I took all the wood off their posts (shelving) and wiped years of soot and grime. Cleaned all dishes and cups. But I do have to say, the shelf of dead animal limbs remains as it was, but the stump we use as a counter actually cleaned up nicely, almost pretty. By then the sun was down and my hands were freezing from washing for hours in frosty water.
Now, I can reflect on a day that paired spontaneity with success beautifully.

September 13, 2010

13 Septiembre 2010

Today I depart from a weekend in the beautiful colonial city of Arequipa and head back to the Canyon of Colca. With a bag full of lunch meat and fruit I leave amemnities and return to to life with the earth...


September 12, 2010

I ADDED PHOTOS TO AUGUST 23RD- CHECK THEM OUT

11 Septiembre 2010

Yesterday I travelled to the City of Arequipa to say goodbye to a fellow volunteer that is closing his service and enjoy the luxuries of a hot meal and hot shower. About 100km on a raven's wings but about double that via winding mountain road the group of us from the canyon arrived late, ate, drank, and chatted into the morning hours. Today we had a bar-b-que for the volunteer that will be departing which (of course, in a house full of volunteers) turned into a meeting with an international NGO that is looking for help getting internet access into the canyon.

Tonight and tomorrow we run errands to find things we can't get ahold of in the canyon: aka post office and more groceries.

Tomorrow I get to talk to my family!! :-)


I told another Peace Corps volunteer that this guy Terry Jones threatened to burn a Kuran and a fellow volunteer thought that was so ridiculous that it couldn't possibly be true. ha!

September 11, 2010

9 Septiembre 2010

Every day I have been getting up at 6am to go to the Municplaity before the council members head off to the fields. The progress on my room has come to a standstill because I have not recieved the materials needed. Every day I go I am told to come back in the evening when the person I need to talk to will be there. Every evening I am told to come again in the morning. All Peace Corps volunteers have been warned of the "manana" syndrome in Peruvian culture, so I have not been shocked by it. This has only come to one challenge: I promised myself I would not start my work until I was moved into my room. Perhaps a silly promise, but with the "manana" mentality I fear I wouldn't get there for months, and personally, I need to be. I need to be with a family that wants to protect me, keep me safe, and teach me. I need a home. This suitcase lifestyle isn't the worse thing in the world, but not having a kitchen kind of is. I bought a water boiler so that at least I can make tea and instant soup, but the raw vegetables and fruit diet never really gives you that full feeling a warm meal does, no matter how any pieces of bread you eat. And I feel like I am procrastinating from my work here. While it is probably a wise decision to push the municipality a little, "I won't do what you brought me here to do unless you give me a place to live up to Peace Corps standards as you promised", I still have felt from time-to-time kind of worthless. So, as the days pass I read, help kids with homework here and there, and walk among the fields when I can.

My delightful host family has offered me soup here and there which I gobble up appreciatively. But yesterday, I tried 'mote' with them, boiled corn kernels, a slice of fresh cheese from the local cows, and dried alpaca jerky. A salty little snack combination that awoke me last night with an upset stomach that persisted until morning when the sun brought a headache along. I feared not showing up at the municipality this morning might mean prolonging my search for materials so I pulled myself from my sweaty sheets and spashed cold water on my face at 6am. Miraculously, I did catch a councilman that was able to get me some of the wood needed. I carried three slabs for my roof, one at a time, to the house. I need one more to cover the whole roof, but they don't have any, I don't where I am going to get the last slab I need, but I didn't have the energy to worry about it. I stopped by the health post for a scheduled "Healthy Families" meeting only to discover the nurse in charge has been reassigned to another city, and the meeting is canceled indefinitely. For today, this was a blessing, and I returned to bed until 3pm when I awoke and began serious work on designing my curriculum.

The rest palliated my physical discomfort, the work my emotional dissatisfaction, and now I must rise again to go to the municipality with my house father to ask about the window. They offered a window that won't open, and I am going back and forth on my brattiness for requesting one that does. I fear that the dark adobe room will need ventilation, and I will feel uncomfortable with only door ventilation. Perhaps it is bratty, but I think I need it, especially sense I will be cooking in there. Perhaps I should just be appreciative, but I fear I cannot be the support this town wants/needs if I can't have at least a few pleasures, like yummy food and fresh air. I don't know, and now I am rationalizing in circles... we will find out more manana.

7 Septiembre 2010

I find myself hunting down a cold coca cola once a week, as a kind of homage to my father.


6 Septiembre 2010

Welp, I have cut my own hair.

Does anyone know how to tell the difference between sunburn and windburn?

With all sincerity when introducing myself to a 19-year-old she days, she laments the fact that she is graduating and won't have an opportunity to work with me.

I think I am going to adopt her as my sidekick if she can keep up. :-)

5 Septiembre 2010

Yet another day with plans in the wind that turned out to be extremely successful.

I waited for two hours with a book for the senora to fetch me to milk the cows, and she never showed. Just while sitting there in plaza I ended up talking to an elderly gentleman I had not met before about the weather and watched him hustle kids to the municipality to get free blankets they were giving out today. When he left a triplet of teenage boys I had danced with in the festival last weekend joined me to inquire about the book I was reading. They said that the previous volunteer here read all the time, and they asked if I had read Harry Potter.

The conversation shifted to a quechua class, and it ended up being a good review for these boys who mainly speak in Spanish. Something about information exchange has a distinct beauty. Somehow, when knowledge can be traded at a balance, friendships thrive.

I put on my floppy straw hat and headed to the fields. Unable to find my host family I sat in the shade and munched on some raw carrots and green beans. These are the good "ponder life" moments. Nothing to do, nowhere to be, my job is to acculturate and learn for the next three months. I couldn't be happier with my present vocation. My host sister popped up over the side of the mountain and was happy to see me. I had purchased some wafers thinking of my grandmother the night before and they just didn't do the trick, so I offered them to Roxana and she gobbled them up appreciatively. We decided together I should cook dinner, and I hiked to a bodega for ingredients, and she to the house to get the fire started. With luck on my side, I was able to find all the ingredients in town that I needed to make spaghetti from scratch, and I have to say that 4-5 hours later, it was the best spaghetti I have ever eaten. Something about oregano, tomatoes, and garlic beats potatoes and rice any day. I used the family stove because my gas stove isn't set up yet. Do you really truly realize how hard it is to split wood? How about with a mallet and railroad ties? How about when your sauce is cooking and the flame is lowering and you need to get wood on immediately? I never realized the challenge of having three pots on three separate fires who's temperature you need to constantly maintain. It was kind of a charade with me running to the corral to collect sticks, back to the kitchen to stir, then split wood, then spice, more sticks, more stirring, more chopping, more wood. Roxana was just as entertained as I was helping me maintain the flames. Her favorite part was the carrots. She couldn't understand why I was chopping all those carrots, she had only ever chopped one at a time to put in a pot of soup. I had chopped, like, 5! I boiled the carrots and added salt, lots of sugar, and some cinnamon. She was stunned that this could be such a tasty dessert. Someday, grandma's carrot cake is going to have to be made here so we can really knock them out of the water. Then, I got a lesson on matte herbs we had around the house and their medicinal uses. Next time we go out to the fields she will show me what plants they come from.

Tomorrow, we hunt down the glass for my window and the other supplies need to finish the roof.

4 Septiembre 2010 afternoon

Discovery of the day:

The best thing I can possibly do is be visible.

I was bored today, didn't have plans and didn't know what to do with myself.

I did some writing and studying this morning, and then around noon went for a 4-hour walk in the fields. As I passed each person's lote we exchanged greetings. I ended up in quite a few conversations I never expected to be in when I woke up this morning. One elderly women that spoke very broken spanish grabbed my hand tighter than what would be comfortable and pulled me to her lush alfalfa field to offer her life's story to me. Recommendations for my own life followed the not-so-brief narrative of hers. Then, I ran into a series of teenage girls that are devoted to walking to the ancient fort with me one day, so we made plans to do so in a couple weeks. One woman invited me to the fields to milk her cows with her tomorrow. I can't wait.

The path of my hike through the terraced fields this morning culminated when I reached the end of the ancient roadway. It drizzled into nothingness as it approached a tipped cliff. It is as if the river at the depths of the canyon split in two and left this peak for beauty's sake. The wind was so strong I could have leaned into it, and I was worried it might tear my glasses from my face down the ½ mile cliff. I turned my back to zephuros and let him adrenalize my body as I sat at the tip of this peak. I was completely safe where I sat, but moving two feet to my left or right would question my sanity.

I sat and stared at the wheat fields a short distance from my toes. Is there anything more beautiful than a wheat field? Its golden glisten, its creaky whistle? The locals were not moved or interested in my frivolousness, they continued farming.

When I returned to town hours later I went to my host family's house to clean up the paint mess from the day before. The family offered for me to join them for a rice broth dinner and I appreciated every sip of warmth. When Roxana slipped away to do her homework I asked if I could help and her eyes glowed. Her guessing game called English homework was turned into something productive, and I told her she is going to speak english better than her professor if she keeps up the good work. Funny/sad thing is, that's not an exaggeration. No one wants to teach these poor rural communities, so generally speaking the professors are not cream of the crop. After English homework was done, she shifted to math (her favorite subject) and she gave me a short story she read last week and loved and instructed me to ask her if I came across a word I didn't understand. I have to say, I adore this 13-year-old. The story was of a sci-fi nature; a doctor that could predict death much like a prescription. Immediately I remembered what I read when I was her age: Goosebumps. Remember that series? Last night when we were painting my new room she recounted her favorite horror movies to me, and asked me to do the same. The girl challenges my Spanish daily and doesn't even know how valuable the practice is to me. She remembered every detail of these movies she saw, and I would try to skimp out by retelling the premises. She wouldn't allow it and would ask for more, much like telling scary stories around a campfire. Last night we painted into the night under a single hanging light bulb, and tonight that pitiful bulb permitted more storytelling over books. Who would have thought a day with nothing planned could be so productive?

4 Septiembre 2010

One of the first observations that Americans make when they travel to Peru and work with Peruvians is the slow nature of work in comparison to the Western Way, and the cyclical conversations. What do I mean, cyclical conversation? The efficiency focused American states what they believe to be fact, generally, the Peruvian will respond nodding but with a preposition, as if to clarify what had already been agreed upon. The American responds usually with the same statement previously made, and the Peruvian in the same manner, hence the cyclical pattern.

standing in the room being painted

Me: "I am almost finished painting." smiling

Don Juan: "You are almost done, it looks good, one more wall?" smiling, nodding

Me: "Yes I am almost done, one more wall." nodding, looking blankly at the one unpainted wall

Don Juan: "So you are going to paint that wall in the back and be done."

Me: "Just that last wall with the window and the painting is done."

Don Juan: "Almost done painting, one more wall." nodding

or

Me: "We need to get the glass for the window from the Municipality."

Don Juan: "Yes, that window needs to be put in."

Me: "Can we go get it soon?"

Don Juan: "We need to get the glass for the window soon. This afternoon?"

Me: "We can go this afternoon? Great! What time is good?"

Don Juan: "We need to get the glass from the councilwoman, we should go this afternoon, 5?"

Me: "Five is good, yes lets go at 5." -thinking the conversation has finalized

Don Juan: " The councilwoman will still be there at 5 so we should go this afternoon and get the glass from her.

Me: "Yes, at five we will go, is that good for you?

Don Juan: "Yes, we will go at 5, the window needs to be put in."

Why this circular nature? I can easily tell you why the American makes specific, frank, direct speech; efficiency is our backbone and our bread and butter. But, why does the Peruvian conversational culture contain this repetitive nature?

One. This culture is old, not everyone reads and writes. Perhaps, in order to remember a decision or an idea repetition is necessary.

Two. Time is fluid, and it is accepted that life is ever-changing here and plans are not set in stone. Perhaps the repetition is to ensure that plans haven't changed since the last time discussed.

Three. Or perhaps because Socialism happened. There is an extremely communal nature to these towns. Very few decisions are made by one person. Leaders aren't always respected, and just about every time a decision is made someone from the crowd, usually with a valid point, blurts out, "Mejor si..."- "It's better if..." and generally the group opens into debate at this point until the best decision is landed upon. With this nature of decision making time is eaten. Usually what is simplest for everyone is landed upon, usually no one is left out, and an hour or two later a decision has been made by the group and the leader has to nod their head before the informal meeting is adjourned.

Whatever the reason, I find it frustrating and refreshing all at the same time. While many Peace Corps volunteers are frustrated at the time it takes to get anything done, for some reason I find these conversations fascinating. I love watching the eyes of the people thinking as ideas roll through their heads. I love following their thought processes. I appreciate their strong self-confidence. I like the elderly woman and the 15-year-old boy having a direct impact on the decisions made in their community.

But, I hate when it becomes naggy. Usually, it is women and children who turn these conversations into something criticizing and whiney. With their own benefit in mind, they nag the leader for something better for themselves instead of the group. One woman who is feeling lazy and nags enough can change the route of a bus to take her closer to her house. This I have no patience for, but I appreciate the flexible nature of life. The bus driver can't say, "Sorry, this is the route the big guy upstairs says I have to take." nope, it is his bus, there are no conglomerate companies. He owns the bus, and can change whatever he sees fit. The strength in self-ownership shines brightly here, but the desire to do what is best for your community shines brightest, and to include everyone impacted's thoughts is semi-imperative. Hence, the conversational loop.

3 Septiembre 2010

There is a scene in the movie Everything is Illuminated where the Ukrain-visiting-American askes for a dinner without meat. It is one of the more comical scenes in the film when the American is served a plate with a solitary boiled potato rolling side to side as the server lays the impromptu dinner at the American's place. While watching this move I nearly cried I was laughing so hard thinking of the many times I have been served potato here in rural Peru, and I am not a vegetarian anymore! Potatoes floating in the top of chicken broth, boiled potato with potato purre poured over the top, or my personal favorite, just a boiled potato-eaten like an apple: skin and all.




September 3, 2010

3 Septiembre 2010

First and foremost today we give thanks that my aunt came out of surgery well.


I traveled into the city to go to the market yesterday and some other volunteers had gotten together with a visiting fiddle-playing friend. T´was a day of relaxation, speaking english with friends, and full bellies.



The living situation is still kind of sticky because my room isn´t ready yet. I am still sleeping in the Municipality´s hostal, and need to get out of there as soon as possible. Living out of a suitcase just isn´t working, and not having a kitchen has unexpectantly pushed me into a raw foods only diet. I could go to the pension and get a hot plate of potatoes and rice any day, but that just won´t do; so, green beans, carrots, yogurt, and bananas a fueling my existence. I packed natural peanut butter from the states and that has been my life saver. Freshly made wheat bread in the mornings from the local bodega brings a smile to my belly everytime I treat myself to the 30cent bag. While I do have a stove and propane tank I don´t want to hook them up until I move into the house, so I bought a water boiler so warm clove and cinnimun tea soothes me to sleep at night with my books. I am knocking books out of the water, and am collecting more as I visit other volunteers. The book collection for the volunteers in Arequipa is particularly large because a couple from montanta sold their book store before they joined the Peace Corps and has had boxes sent down for our enlightenment.



I would like to show you the house I am living in. The family is a farming family that is mostly self sustaining. The grow beans, potatoes, and rice and are currently raising one cow, three bulls, one pig, and two donkeys. Unfortunately they dont have any hens, just two roosters, perhaps I will buy a hen for them so we have eggs. I haven´t set an alarm clock since I moved here, I wake up with the sun, and go to sleep when my body is ready. Some days I walk out to the fields with members of the community, other days I work on improving my room, other days I attend meetings.




This is the house where I will be living in the Canyon for the next two years, and I LOVE the simplicity.




This image is from the cortyard that all the rooms surround.






This is the bathroom. We are fortunate to have plumbing and electricity.







There are two faucets in the house, one to fill a bucket to flush the toilet, the other in the middle of the courtyard for cooking and cleaning. The day I took this picture I was washing my laundry.





This is the kitchen. Fueled by cow pies and eucolyptus wood the stove prepares everything from rice to soups with just a couple pots and big spoons. I never knew the value of a stone in the kitchen. Who needs a garlic press or a blender when you can just use a smooth rock from the river?




However,unfortunately, due to the 50 years of grime collection, I will not be cooking here often/ever. Did í mention that there is no need for a refrigerator? Consistantly cool temperatures preserve food well.




Hopefully, some photos in town the weekend of festivities are below. The traditional dress you see them in is indeed something the women wear daily, and they pulled out their best and cleanest for the celebration of the anneversary of Madrigal.




September 1, 2010

I have uploaded images to the 19th and 20th of august. check them out!

1 Septiembre 2010

I have come back to the closest town today for a little meeting with other volunteers. I was greeted with multiple messages from my family on my phone from the week prior when I was phoneless. My loving great aunt has been hospitalized, and it takes all my strength to be here right now and not jump on the next bus to the next bus to the next bus to the next plane to the next plane back to the states right now and hold my grandmother and mother´s hands through the surgerys. I can only put all of my strength into my faith and prayers today, and hope that friends and family can do the same.


A fellow volunteer´s friend from the states has come to peru to visit and brought their fiddle. I hope that I can distract myself into having fun and feeling a little bit of the united states through music tonight.

31 Agosto 2010

because I left my cell phone with a fellow volunteer a series of events has unfolded in order for me to get it back involving friends taking hour long busses, walking hours to meet half way, and me taking a bus to a town I have never been to before and walking door to door asking where the gringo lives.
in the end, i got to see more of the canyon, and now have a cell phone at cite. e-mail me if you want the number and I would greatly enjoy a chat anyday!

30 Agosto 2010


A successful day of cultural exchange.
This morning I went to the Health Post to help prepare a breakfast of guess what, potatoes and rice, for the senior citizens in the community and celebrate ´´el dia del adulto mayor´´.
This afternoon the was the grand dance commpetition and the climax of the weekend´s festival in celebration of the anneversary of my town. I performed a traditional dance called huaino with the women farmers club and we won 3rd place.
I have discovered that becoming the Yes Women is getting me every where. ´´Do you want to hike 2 hours to the fields with me?´´- yes ´´Do you want to watch me train a young crazy bull?´´- yes ´´ Do you want to dress up in traditional clothing and skip around in circles with us in a dance competition that everyone int town will watch?´´-yes!
and most of all, when you receive the honor of elderly women in town offering fermented thick white corn drink´´chicha´´ that tastes like barf -yes! you drink it all up and give great thanks for her offer.

29 agosto 2010

I have been tiaed!
This community is so small that they generally treat eachother like family.
When you see someone on the street you greet them as cousin, or aunt.
Today, on two separate occasions I was greated as ´´aunt´´

Acculturation, here I come!

28 Agosto 2010

If this is how my days flow for my two years of service, I will be a happy woman.

A fellow volunteer, America, that lives in the town 1 hour walking distance away, was coming to visit this morning. But, this weekend is the festival of the anniversary of Madrigal, so we weren't sure if she would be able to catch a ride on a comvi or milk truck. So, I rose early and walked to the center plaza every half hour to check for her arrival. Between jaunts I cleaned this week's fruit, read, practiced yoga, and listend to radio downloads of "This American Life" -LOVE that show.
Around 9am I walked to the municipality to borrow paint brushes and began painting my room with my host sister Roxana. She had never painted before, and it was fun to teach her the techniques. The only part I wasn't ready for was for the wall to crumble in places under the gentle touch of the brush. It look a light hand to get the job done, but the paint acted like glue keeping adobe and sand particles from falling. America arrived mid paint job. She ended up walking here and found her way to my house through word of mouth. "Where does the gringa live?" is a pretty easy question to answer in a 700-person town, and it didn't take long for her to find me.
When the paint ran out we went to try and join the festivities but my host sister (Roxana) was tending to the cows and my house father (Don Juan) was still working the field, so America decided to catch a comvi that was headed back to her town a little earlier than we had hoped. I took a hike up the canyon to enjoy the strong wind and clear skies, and walked back with a little lady and her mother. Both of their names are quechuan and I can't pronounce them for the life of me, but it seems being silly and interested can get you miles here. If I ask a lot of questions and make little silly jokes left and right they want to know me more and involve me in their lives. It is a pleasure and a treat.
Feeling exhausted from the hike I took a nap at my temporary bed in the municipality and was awakened 2 hours later by my host sister at the door reminding me that I was late for dance practice. Huaino is how I think you would spell the name of the dance we are doing. It is a flirty, hoppy dance involving handholding, twirls, and lots of laughs. I think rehearsing is a majority of the fun. The girls dress in mens' clothing and the men in girls' and we play opposite rolls. It is incredibly silly and so entertaining. We will compete tomorrow against other groups that have prepared traditional dances. Hopefully I can sneak some photos. After rehearsing the elders served hot chocolate and bread to all who danced and everyone chatted. I have started picking up some words in quechua, and have faith that it will come, especially when everyone is tickled pink to teach a white person their traditional tongue. I just need to get my "ichis" and "ackas" down.
Tomorrow I have a 7am meeting at the health post with the elders of the town, then I offered to fix lunch with for my host father and sister. I bought some spinach, parmasean, noodles, garlic, and olive oil in when I traveled into Chivay earlier this week. I hope they enjoy the combination of flavors! I will be using the house stove of bricks and firewood as my gas stove is not set up yet. I think the whole family is excited, me included. Parmasean is expensive, so it won't be as rich a sauce as I would like, but it appears that if you salt anything like crazy Peruvians tend to enjoy it.
Now, I have retired to my room to read through Barron's "1001 pitfalls in Spanish". I am determined to be not proficient, but fluent, we will see.
What a lovely day.

28 Agosto 2010

If this is how my days flow for my two years of service, I will be a happy woman.

A fellow volunteer, America, that lives in the town 1 hour walking distance away, was coming to visit this morning. But, this weekend is the festival of the anniversary of Madrigal, so we weren't sure if she would be able to catch a ride on a comvi or milk truck. So, I rose early and walked to the center plaza every half hour to check for her arrival. Between jaunts I cleaned this week's fruit, read, practiced yoga, and listend to radio downloads of "This American Life" -LOVE that show.
Around 9am I walked to the municipality to borrow paint brushes and began painting my room with my host sister Roxana. She had never painted before, and it was fun to teach her the techniques. The only part I wasn't ready for was for the wall to crumble in places under the gentle touch of the brush. It look a light hand to get the job done, but the paint acted like glue keeping adobe and sand particles from falling. America arrived mid paint job. She ended up walking here and found her way to my house through word of mouth. "Where does the gringa live?" is a pretty easy question to answer in a 700-person town, and it didn't take long for her to find me.
When the paint ran out we went to try and join the festivities but my host sister (Roxana) was tending to the cows and my house father (Don Juan) was still working the field, so America decided to catch a comvi that was headed back to her town a little earlier than we had hoped. I took a hike up the canyon to enjoy the strong wind and clear skies, and walked back with a little lady and her mother. Both of their names are quechuan and I can't pronounce them for the life of me, but it seems being silly and interested can get you miles here. If I ask a lot of questions and make little silly jokes left and right they want to know me more and involve me in their lives. It is a pleasure and a treat.
Feeling exhausted from the hike I took a nap at my temporary bed in the municipality and was awakened 2 hours later by my host sister at the door reminding me that I was late for dance practice. Huaino is how I think you would spell the name of the dance we are doing. It is a flirty, hoppy dance involving handholding, twirls, and lots of laughs. I think rehearsing is a majority of the fun. The girls dress in mens' clothing and the men in girls' and we play opposite rolls. It is incredibly silly and so entertaining. We will compete tomorrow against other groups that have prepared traditional dances. Hopefully I can sneak some photos. After rehearsing the elders served hot chocolate and bread to all who danced and everyone chatted. I have started picking up some words in quechua, and have faith that it will come, especially when everyone is tickled pink to teach a white person their traditional tongue. I just need to get my "ichis" and "ackas" down.
Tomorrow I have a 7am meeting at the health post with the elders of the town, then I offered to fix lunch with for my host father and sister. I bought some spinach, parmasean, noodles, garlic, and olive oil in when I traveled into Chivay earlier this week. I hope they enjoy the combination of flavors! I will be using the house stove of bricks and firewood as my gas stove is not set up yet. I think the whole family is excited, me included. Parmasean is expensive, so it won't be as rich a sauce as I would like, but it appears that if you salt anything like crazy Peruvians tend to enjoy it.
Now, I have retired to my room to read through Barron's "1001 pitfalls in Spanish". I am determined to be not proficient, but fluent, we will see.
What a lovely day.

26 Agosto 2010

Even as I sit here typing on my computer the wisdom of my new house father Don Juan wafts into my nose. He warned me his hands were stronger than mine and I shouldn't touch the cement. But, working with him was too important to me. While it is the room I will live in that we are improving, it is his house too. We will both benefit from today's work. I was tired of following this compact little man around the fields all morning watching him take the cows to water, watching him dam the canal; I had to get my hands dirty.
Elbows deep in cement returning the wheelbarrow to the community church hours later, I could not have been happier. Even with my grandmother's amethist ring caked in wet cement, and my skin drying rapidly under the coating of cement I regretted nothing. My hands will just feel dry for a few days and peel, I will treat them with vasoline and gloves. I will clean the ring tonight with much lamentatio. While I want to protect what had been so cared for and delivered to me upon my 21st birthday, I almost feel like all of my ancestors live through this ring, with me, every day. For now, this ring is my ancestry, and letting it wear the cement, like a scar, I feel proud. Many have recommended that I not wear it around this impoverished part of the world, and their worry is valid, but I can not bring myself to take it off. There is no logical reason, only the fact that this is the only piece of jewelry I have ever put on upon receipt and not removed from my body since. It is as if decades of love and wisdom can be diffused through my hands via this lovely little bijoux. And now, even after washing my hands at least 15 times, I can still smell the cement reacting with my skin. The wisdom of this country's elder, my host father, brings worlds of knowledge together through my hands today.

26 Agosto 2010

Even as I sit here typing on my computer the wisdom of my new house father Don Juan wafts into my nose. He warned me his hands were stronger than mine and I shouldn't touch the cement. But, working with him was too important to me. While it is the room I will live in that we are improving, it is his house too. We will both benefit from today's work. I was tired of following this compact little man around the fields all morning watching him take the cows to water, watching him dam the canal; I had to get my hands dirty.
Elbows deep in cement returning the wheelbarrow to the community church hours later, I could not have been happier. Even with my grandmother's amethist ring caked in wet cement, and my skin drying rapidly under the coating of cement I regretted nothing. My hands will just feel dry for a few days and peel, I will treat them with vasoline and gloves. I will clean the ring tonight with much lamentatio. While I want to protect what had been so cared for and delivered to me upon my 21st birthday, I almost feel like all of my ancestors live through this ring, with me, every day. For now, this ring is my ancestry, and letting it wear the cement, like a scar, I feel proud. Many have recommended that I not wear it around this impoverished part of the world, and their worry is valid, but I can not bring myself to take it off. There is no logical reason, only the fact that this is the only piece of jewelry I have ever put on upon receipt and not removed from my body since. It is as if decades of love and wisdom can be diffused through my hands via this lovely little bijoux. And now, even after washing my hands at least 15 times, I can still smell the cement reacting with my skin. The wisdom of this country's elder, my host father, brings worlds of knowledge together through my hands today.

26 Agosto 2010

Even as I sit here typing on my computer the wisdom of my new house father Don Juan wafts into my nose. He warned me his hands were stronger than mine and I shouldn't touch the cement. But, working with him was too important to me. While it is the room I will live in that we are improving, it is his house too. We will both benefit from today's work. I was tired of following this compact little man around the fields all morning watching him take the cows to water, watching him dam the canal; I had to get my hands dirty.
Elbows deep in cement returning the wheelbarrow to the community church hours later, I could not have been happier. Even with my grandmother's amethist ring caked in wet cement, and my skin drying rapidly under the coating of cement I regretted nothing. My hands will just feel dry for a few days and peel, I will treat them with vasoline and gloves. I will clean the ring tonight with much lamentatio. While I want to protect what had been so cared for and delivered to me upon my 21st birthday, I almost feel like all of my ancestors live through this ring, with me, every day. For now, this ring is my ancestry, and letting it wear the cement, like a scar, I feel proud. Many have recommended that I not wear it around this impoverished part of the world, and their worry is valid, but I can not bring myself to take it off. There is no logical reason, only the fact that this is the only piece of jewelry I have ever put on upon receipt and not removed from my body since. It is as if decades of love and wisdom can be diffused through my hands via this lovely little bijoux. And now, even after washing my hands at least 15 times, I can still smell the cement reacting with my skin. The wisdom of this country's elder, my host father, brings worlds of knowledge together through my hands today.

25 Agosto 2010

Some volunteers and I traveled into Chivay today.
Patience is a virtue, especially when you are hitching rides.
We are building trust with the locals, and I have to say I have never been so happy to wait 4 hours for a ride. Casual conversation is like gold for us right now.

24 Agosto 2010

Today is my last day in Arequipa city before I head out to the rurality {is that a word?} of Madrigal and Colca Canyon. The other volunteers and I have been shopping for the few items we know we will need once we get to site: gas camping stove, baby wipes for those days you just can't get into that freezing cold water to shower, surge converters so we don't fry the town with our electronics, mattress, etc. The one thing none of us hesitated to do was A. talk to a couple family members and friends before we disappear into oblivion for a couple weeks and B. eat tasty food. A 3rd year volunteer that is heading back to the states took us to the least expensive and most delicious restaurants he has staked out around town. Juiced Strawberries for less than $2, turkey bacon avocado sandwich with every spicy sauce in the country for less than $3, actual ice cream for less than $1, and the kicker: pizza! I feel like a couple of these delicacies need explanation. Ice cream is hard to come by for a couple reasons, 1) milk is sold, not eaten. A Peruvian company named Gloria comes to the rural towns and pays decently for their farm raised cows' milk. 2) no one has a fridge, let alone a freezer. The second explanation is pizza I am sure. Enjoy your 24 hour pizza joint. "Why," you might ask "is pizza so hard to come by?" Once again milk. Cheese comes from milk, milk is valuable. I have found that many Peruvian restaurants use whatever white melty substance they can find to sprinkle on their pizza. Coming from a forever cheese lover, and with all due respect, yuck. But there is this one joint off the main plaza of Arequipa City that sells delicious pizza, reasonably priced ($5 personal pan) and if you catch a deal day they will serve you DRY RED WINE!! Also very hard to come by as the Peruvian palette is very sweet. I had ceased from wine consumption until we discovered this little establishment because I just couldn't handle sipping communion wine over conversation.

Loving on Arequipa city for its Europeanism {is that another word I just made up?} With much fear and excitement we headed off to the Canyon. With all the excitement I packed my bus ticket inside my passport somewhere inside 80lbs of luggage and my dear friend America calmed me down and got the bus line to write up another ticket for me and counseled me into the bus mattress and all. I was flustered, and she was efficient and soothing. I am very thankful that her town is only one hour away from mine walking.

That evening on the bus I was feeling exasperated. Not having had time or privacy enough to meditate for about a week I could not sift through the emotions of fear and excitement properly. To what should be no one's surprise a 5-year-old worked them out for me. Her mother was in the bus seat across from us, with a baby nursing in her lap. The 5-year-old was standing between the window, her mother's legs, and the seat in front of her. Looking at me like the alien that I am I invite her to my lap with her mother's permission. Fully aware of the 4 hour bumpy, smelly ride we have ahead and the potential for her to be there for the duration, my heart allows the invitation regardless of my logic's resistance. She looked at her mother's eyes imploringly, and got the nod. for the remainder of the ride we pointed at the nature we passed and named everything, then Sumi drew them in my journal. Because there was only one horizon in her drawing, and we passed through so many landscapes, they all meshed into one in her tiny sketch. Mountains, fields, trees, even a sun and moon in the same sky. Excercising her coordination through hand clapping games I rembered my mother playing the same game with me as she drove when I was little. My mother would lay her hand palm up, and I would tap her hand with mine and she would try to close her hand around my fingers before I pulled away. Requiring little to no concentration from the adult, this brought never-ending joy to my little body, and the same to this little one. Sumi's obviously stunted growth and wispy thin hair screamed malnourishment at me as I thought of the chocolate covered raisins in my bag. She brought me back down to earth as we munched on the raisins together and sipped just enough water to rinse our throat, but not enough to make us have to pee, because restrooms only awaited 4 hours away unless we wanted to stop the bus and squat on the mountain side.

I arrived in town after nightfall. My steardy little house father got out of his bed 6 hours before he had to wake up and head to the fields. He carried my mattress on his back and wouldn't let me help. I pulled my inappropriately large suitcase along the cobblestone road. It bounced uncomfortably and my foreign-ness echoed down the streets.

23 Agosto 2010




Day 1 (of 2) in Arequipa city before we head off to our sites and we are invited to the bull fights. You can only imagine how disinterest swelled in my cheeks. But, right now, the priority is being together. These 5 other American volunteers that will live in Colca Canyon are going to be my support system for the next two years, and I will be theirs. The last thing I want to do is separate myself from the group on my first day in the Department with them. Reassured by a volunteer at his close of service that the bull fights are humane and they don't get hurt, we go. Looking back on the day, I am filled with contentment that I decided to attend.
When we arrived at the "stadium" we find it to be mountains of people piled up in some make-shift bleachers, and trucks containing the 'torros'-bulls on the other side of a large sandy ring. Once we found a place where we could all see I stopped to breath in the visual. Bottom to top: at my feet a caja of Arequipenian beer, in front of me women in their traditional hats seated sipping beer, standing beside them friendly and tipsy men in cowboy hats betting on bulls, ahead of us two bulls head to head in an honor contest- not a fight to the death match, behind them the trucks that brought them here painted in pride with the bulls' names, in the distance snow peaked mountains and between them the moon raising in the dusk.
The game we were seeing was entertaining and harmless. Just as the bulls and rams do in the wild, the two bulls push head to head when they see one another, and the first one to turn and trot away is the losing bull. No one gets hurt, the fun is in the betting. They make little 2 sole (60 centish) wages on who will win based on weight, neck girth, and ball size just for the fun of it. Our Peace Corps boys learned a bit or two on betting, and not to bet on opposing bulls to the same Peruvian, cause no matter what, the Peruvian wins. Haha! Disinterested in beer I treated myself to cotton candy at this fair-like event. It was delightful; the day, not just the puffed candy.