July 25, 2010

The feeling of being tossed resonates well.
tossed into Peru
into training
a house
a family
a culture
a language

and now, we have been tossed onto the field.
FBT Field Based Training took 12 of us to Piura from the 17th-24th. It was a whirlwind of other volunteers' sites, Peruvian schools, and other provinces.

19 Julio 2010
Or first day we ventured out of Piura to a 'pueblo joven' (young city) calls Loma Negra. These communities are sometimes known as the 'invadores' as they we quickly formed by refugees during the terrorist days only 30 years ago. Typically built from brick and straw, this buildings are quick to put up, and quick to flee from as needed. Loma Negra just got electricity last year, and still looks forward to a day with running water.
We had lunch at a local woman's house who honored us by killing three of her chickens for our arrival. They were tasty. This is her stove. Two rows of bricks with burning wood between. There is a lot of auxilary smoke in her kitchen. A huge PC Health project is 'cocinas mejoradas'- better kitchens. These kitchens have a simply designed chimney that pulles the smoke out of the house. A possible project who's bandwagon I may jump on.
We prepared the day's 'dinamicas'- activities at her house. You will see some common themes in the activities PC does with the youth. We all have noticed a serious lack in a few sectors that I should probably touch on now
1. Individuality and Creativity are GREATLY lacking.
Public schools are sent the same text books across the country. Teachers are taught to teach what the book says, and this is what the students are tested on. There is a very wrote aspect to a peruvian education. the teacher writes something on the board, you copy it down, she erases it, and you begin the next page. There are "facts". Once right answer, one wrong answer.
2. Critical Thinking barely exists
Memorization is key here. Even with complicated math problems.
3. Heigene in general bares deficiency
Bathrooms never have toilet paper, and you are lucky if there is running water to rinse your hands or flush the toilet (let alone soap). Keeping your body and your planet clean is not a general priority. There is trash everywhere, and small fires along the side of the road where the trash is being disposed of.

That said, these three major themes are something we take for granted as Americans. We are lucky to be able to think about 'the kind of person we want to be' or 'how we should be treating our planet through the course of our life'. Here, it is about living. surviving, more or less. They do not have the luxury of thinking about art or honing in on their self-awareness.

So after dinamicas were prepared we went to the local school to work on self-esteem and leadership. The volunteers were broken into 4 groups and divided by grade. I did an activity with about 8 kids at a time that consisted of pulling funny questions out of a hat and proclaiming answers, such as ,"If I could be any superhero who would I be and why", "If you could be the mayor in your town for a day, what would you do", and the like.

We then received a dance lesson from one of the after school clubs. These boys just like to dance. They go into town and give shows on the street to raise money for costumes and dance competitions. Their traditional dance REALLY resembled Native American Pow-Wow style smooshed together with African dance. I loved every minute.


20 Julio 2010-21 Julio 2010


The next day we traveled via bus 4 hours up a skinny sloped road to a community nestled between two mountains called Pambarumbe. This is where I want to be. A community so small you know everyone, and enough nature to show me something new every day for two years. New sight today: in the image to the left is coffee beans drying in the sun, and , yup, a skin doing the same.
The people rarely see someone new, let alone a gringo, so we were a bit of a phenomena. A previous Peace Corps Volunteer here had implemented a library and the present volunteer installed a computer lab. The stigma in town associating reading with studying has been lifted. The idea of reading for run had been planted, and you can see it blossoming beautifully in quite a few of their grade fivers. We were greeted by the entire town the night prior (yes, and auditorium full of applause), and gave 'charlas' the next day on creativity, and the english language.
Our group of volunteers designed an activity where the kids broke in half; Some staying to learn how to make their choice of an origami animal, and the other group heading to the street to pick up trash. When the reconvened they had to build an piece of art incorporation the origami and the trash together into something that represented keeping Pambarumbe clean. We got everything for gardens of paper and plastic flowers, to rivers with swan filled lagoons. The originality is buried under that uniform, somewhere.

22 Julio 2010
The fourth day we went back to observe Special Ed classrooms. There was a law passed last year requiring mildly disable children to be incorporated into public schools, and not sent to a separate stat institution. This had come with what seems lik 50% joy and 50% pain. All the best special ed teachers have been pulled from the institutions and placed in public schools, and the children are placed by age, not capability. But, they are no longer hidden, and just might have more opportunity before them.
The set of bright eyes that I first sat next to brought me much joy. Joan. Within minutes his cerebral palsy became apparent. Basically mute and unable to walk he sat slumped in his chair. With responses of "da" meaning both no and yes depending on intonation our conversations were slow, but intricate. he understood everything. Happy and otherwise healthy, at eight years old he show me how o fit his tow pegs into wooden holes, and where he needed to wash his hands before snack. With no wheelchair, he has taken to crawling. Because he is unable to use his legs, but had very capable hips he is able to get just about anywhere very quickly on his hands and knees. I did some walking techniques, stretches, and massage that Sarah taught me with him. His teachers watched everything. I didn't say a word, but they watched. Joan demonstrated pleasure and comfort through his screams of pleasure, if not by the walking, at least the touch. We walked all around outside and he followed the other boys soccer ball with his eyes and heart. It was hard to leave him, so much potential for improvement there. He needs a walker, and so many of the other pupils needed wheelchairs as well.


That afternoon was filled with field games where another volunteer holds art classes in the evenings and weekends.

23 Julio 2010
The following day we traveled to Rinconada to give a couple more presentations on hand washing and Mario and I gave an HIV charla. Nerve racking to say the least, giving a lecture not only on complicated medical subject matter, but also in a HEAVILY Catholic society, but also in a foreign language. Scared the bi-Jesus outa me, but the local volunteer Jessica was very sweet and helped me with terms that I just didn't study in spanish class (white blood cells, antibodies, etc) and chimed in when she thought there might need clearification. It went well!




That afternoon, the beech.
T'was a fisherman's beech. But that didn't stop us.
The empty fishing town you see in these photos was abandoned during El Nino in the 80s. They are expecting another El Nino this year, which is something we should be preping for as Peace Corps reps.





During debrief one night before retiring to our hostal I glanced around the room and noticed a room full of Americans, all speaking Spanish to each other, naturally, with no hesitation because there were two Peruvians present.

July 16, 2010

16 Julio 2010

Some unknown illness followed me back to Chaclacayo from Lima Wednesday, and I missed training the following day.

This was my first sickness since I arrived in Peru. But, after my mom's homemade yerba matte I was reborn. My energy and perkiness found me this morning, and I am little miss optimistic yet again.

Tomorrow I will depart for a week for Piura, Peru.
I will train with a present volunteer on her work and lifestyle... and spend a day on the beach.

hasta el proximo semana!

14 Julio 2010


Today I met with my Professor from "Poverty and Politics" at The University of Texas.
He was a PCV in the 60s in PERU and it was a joy to talk to him. I brought one of the present directors whom I adore and played my sponge role throughout the meal; I soaked up everything they had to say.

13 Julio 2010

Last week's youth group was give and take.

We wanted to discuss women's capabilities through watching the movie Mulan and having pre and post discussion questions.
The girls loved getting to watch a movie on a projector, and helped prepare home-made popcorn, but they chatted through the movie, and a couple of the girls had to go home before we could really discuss the female capacity.
While the girls had fun, or goal for the evening was not quite met, learning experience.

However, one of the girls that had some of the most interesting comments in pre-discussion lives across the street. I made a special effort to seek her out the next day as I know her family and how she caters to her father and younger brother.
With as much grace as I could muster in my second language I explored her comments of females being "debil" or 'weak', and "el desarollo del cerebro macho" or ' the development of the male brain' in comparison to the female who 'thinks with her heart'. Instead of approaching it with a force we listened to each other. With all the heat and fury in my heart my tongue calmly explained simply, hormones. How they work. Who has what. The pluses and minuses of both.
We came to the conclusion together that
1. there are generalizations, but exceptions to every rule
2. males are pretty darn good at focussing on one thing and putting all their energy there
3. women are very observant and good at taking in all their surroundings and balancing them
4. anyone can be physically strong, and we all have to work to be that way


Even though i wasn't able to talk to the rest of the girls personally, this work with Singey gave me peace in some success for the evening and birthed more desire within me to focus here.
With my educational history I am to be placed in a site that needs literacy improvement. However, I have decided tonight that my biology background can be of much use to the PC if they were to place me in a site that needs Sex ed. There is SO MUCH risk here; early teen pregnancy, STDs, rape. So many of these girls don't even know their rights or their capabilities. It would bring me much joy to plant the seed of equuality.

12 Julio 2010

With much sadness I have advanced in language. That means leaving the closest friend I have made here, and a fantastic teacher. We were all shuffled around into new language placement, teachers and students. I have a teacher that is not as close in age to myself, and much more by the book. My dearest friend here is in the same level but a different class (darn tough luck).
But, the class has the potential to be more challenging. I hope to hone my spanish skills quickly so that when/if the quechua classes come I can shift my attention to the indigenous language.

Today was slow.

11 Julio 2010

I think Sundays are my favorite.
They are the only day of the week I can actually breathe and feel like myself.
Today I pulled out my super woman costume.
Raising with the fresh air and warm sun was like an energy bar. I think I stunned my house parents when I offered to help my house dad paint the exterior walls. My house mom was anxious the whole time because she wanted to start lunch, but I was supposed to show her how to make my grandmother's Mac-n-Cheese. She kept looking at my like, 'the crazy gringa isn't acting lady-like again' but lord knows y house dad appreciated the help. He thought it was the funniest thing in the world and they insisted on taking photos.
Upon completion I quickly tore off my superwoman costume and washed the "worker woman's" evidence from my paint covered hands and took my place in the kitchen.
I have to say that the cheese just wasn't the same. While the mac-n-cheese was super tasty, the cheese just wasn't cheddar (which I can't find). I used Edam, very similar flavor, but doesn't have the sharpness. The family ate it all up though, but it was clear it wasn't as much of a hit as the pizza. They asked for lasagna next time I cook. I think they have discovered the brilliance that is Italian food.

July 9, 2010




The best part of this video is my language instructor recording a message for my parents. It was the first time any of us had ever heard her speak english, so it was extremely entertaining.

Enjoy a peek into my life

July 7, 2010

6 Julio 2010

I realized that I forgot to write about the youth group last week

The vision of our youth group is,
" Empoderar y subir la auto eficacia de los adolescentes de la comunidad de Charasana"- " Empower and raise the self efficacy of the adolescentes in the community of Charasana".

We wrote four goals:
Encontrar y captar la atencion de cinco a quince adolescentes del area de Chacrasana
Encounter and capture the attention of five to fifteen adolescentes in the Charasana area.

Incorporar las ideas de los lideres y padres de familias de la comunidad en el desarrollo de las actividades
Incorporate the ideas of the leaders and parents in the community in the development of activities

Reunirse una vez cada semama con el grupo
Get together once a week with the group

Usar una forma de "aprendizaje informal/educacion on formal" y hacer actividades para captar la atencion de los adolescentes y promocionar las siguientes areas:
salud
habilidades para el trabajo
educacion
direccion/liderazgo
servicios de la comunidad
Use forms of informal education y do activities that capture the attention of the adolescents y promotes the following areas:
health
vocational training
education
leadership
volunteering



Week one (4 girls) we did some arts and crafts (made braceltes) and did some "dinamicas" or educational type games to learn eachothers' names and build trust within the group.

Week two (6 girls 1 boy) we opened with another "dinamica" to learn names and build trust. Then we did a little session on hand washing, when and how. This was followed by snack preparation. We wanted to develop a fun way to prepare an inexpensive snack that they could purchase ingredients for in the local bodegas. A counterpart that I have come to really enjoy working with thought of sorbet making. Similar to icecream making we put juice in a bag, then put that bag in a bag of ice and salt. Then everyone got up and danced and shook and tossed the bag of yumminess. My house mom has video because she found it extremely entertaining. The juice didn't freeze as much as we would have liked, but it sure was cool and tasty. The girls left very happy and the clincher of the evening was when I was walking one of the girls home and she asked if everyone could bring fruit next time and they could make fruit salad. ALREADY signs of comfort, creativity, and leadership. Love it! This was particularly encouraging for us as facilitators because this particular girl is probably the most impoverished of the group. She lives in "Chacrasana Alta" or "The other Chacrasona". It is a "neighborhood" That developed from refugeees. Then put up 4 thinner than plywood walls, a roof, stove, and mattress to make a home for anywhere from 2-6 people. Picture your childhood bedroom, cut it in half, that is about the size of their house. This young girl and I have a particular affinity to each other because we share a name. I greatly look forward to seeing these kids every week. They brighten my day as much if not more than I brighten theirs.

4 Julio 2010

today was my favorite day yet

The Discotec was fabulous. Dancing here is SO much fun. The volunteers are a kind of family. We all got together and danced with eachother and Peruvians in a completely Plutonic fashion. We were just there to let lose and have fun, and we did. We watched out for eachother's safety and rocked out for 3 hours straight.


I had baked cookies yesterday and when I woke up this morning my family was at the table eating the cookies for breakfast around an American flag. It was such a sweet effort to celebrate my country's independence day with me.




We then went to the market i LOVE (photos to come). It is literally tables set up on the street with everything from chicken food, to spices, to fresh cuts of meat, to cheap plastic toys. I LOVE it. I could just walk around in the market for days. We searched and found all the ingredients for pizza. The final item was the hardest to come by: mozzarella cheese. I had to dip into my savings to purchase enough to make 4 pizzas (s/. 21= one day's pay, or $7). I then taught the girls to make pizza from scratch. The crust turned out marvelously, the tomatoes baked beautifully for a sweet sauce, and the cheese was oh-so-worth it. The 6 person family devoured each pizza as it came out of the oven.

I then went back into the city with Libby's family for dinner of yogurt and fruit. We then walked around the city park which turns into a mini carnival every weekend. It was a joy to watch the Papa proudly buy us and his kids candies and popcorn. I was then greeted by the smiling faces of my dad, mom, and grandma via skype when I returned to the neighborhood. What joy!

I could not have been more pleased with my 4th of July Celebration. I represented my country, loved on it, and what my government wants me to do here: integrate, teach, and learn. Even through the castigation from my fellow American's for not attending their 4th celebration. I love my country, and I love that my country allows me to be here in Peru working for them.

3 Julio 2010

This song once contained lyrics I longed to embody. Today it came up on my shuffle and I can only hope that with pride I can say I am going there

"Wanna find the bottom of my heart
wanna be alone till 'i'm lonely
wanna lie down
wanna be still
modify my will
wanna be a kite...
...wanna crouch down
wanna dig in
maybe speak another language
wanna sell my car
wanna pray for you in my own way
and try to keep in mind every single person in the room"

Tonight, I will succumb to the Americans I work with and go to the Discotec (Club).
Time to dance.

3 Julio 2010

I had a dream a couple nights ago about home. Sarah-Rulon-Miller was with me the whole time. I picked her up at her house and brought her to my house for a huge meal with my friends. all my friends were there. I could see all of their faces around the table. Then my roommate and I got into a fight and I explicitly remember me saying, "You don't live here anymore"
Funny, I am the one that moved out. I miss home today.

3 Julio 2010

How dearly it is that kids all over this country long to be touched. I noticed how much the children seem to adore the ability to hold volunteers hands or hang on our legs. My attention was brught to the fact that I rarely see even the most loving parents holding their child for any reason other than functionality or convenience.
How common is this in The States?

3 Julio 2010

SOS Kinderdarf International

Austrian NGO providing housing for orfans in 222 locations all over the world.
+ great living situation: it is a community of houses. 10 kids per house with one mother. Mothers in training visit the house as aunts. Kids receive an education in local schools and begin living on their own at 18, and they are free to move out of the community and wherever they want whenever they are ready.

- This NGO uses the same model all over the world for their villages. Make director and organizational staff. Mothers in the houses raising youth.
They also speak freely and openly about the kids as orphans and where they came from in the presence of the children. This is used as a fundraising method as far as I could preceive.

2 Julio 2010

As I continue training I am quickly realizing that everything that has brought me to thise point in my life is contributing to how I serve this community.
Now, I call on the entire family and community that raiesd me. very opportunity I receives I attempt to replicate for the children here.

eg. books from mom and dad before bed time
activities at Creativity Camp founded by Lake Erie Arts Council
Jeanine teaching me how to make and use puppets
my 20 year education
Everything. I am using it all now.


I am setting an unreachable goal for myself. I want to build a curriculum that The Peace Corps can use to hand out to it's Youth Development Volunteers that they can use as a spring board in their neighborhoods.

2 Julio 2010

I have never so closely related to Charlie and the chocolate factory as I do now. I nibble on one chocolate bar daily and make it last the week. Each bite is heavenly.
Sublime- Peruvian chocolate- s/. 1= 1/3 of my daily allowance (.30 cents)
Milky Way- American Mars Inc- s/. 3.80 = 1 ¼ my daily allowance (buck fifty)


My breakfastt hismorning had a McDonald's flare

tostada (cryptic for stale bread)
ham (looks more like a cross between balogna and spam)
queso fresco (skim from the top of milk pressed)

t'was yummy none the less

breakfast is probably my favorite meal of the day. Delicious coffee is usually paired with a tostada and palta (freshly sliced avocado). or bread from the local bakery with palta or jelly.

July 4, 2010

29 Junio 2010

I can only hope that my weekly financial contribution to the family is what permitted them to buy a stove with a functioning oven today.


unknowingly i christened it boiling water to sponge bath that morning.