September 1, 2010
25 Agosto 2010
Patience is a virtue, especially when you are hitching rides.
We are building trust with the locals, and I have to say I have never been so happy to wait 4 hours for a ride. Casual conversation is like gold for us right now.
24 Agosto 2010
Loving on Arequipa city for its Europeanism {is that another word I just made up?} With much fear and excitement we headed off to the Canyon. With all the excitement I packed my bus ticket inside my passport somewhere inside 80lbs of luggage and my dear friend America calmed me down and got the bus line to write up another ticket for me and counseled me into the bus mattress and all. I was flustered, and she was efficient and soothing. I am very thankful that her town is only one hour away from mine walking.
That evening on the bus I was feeling exasperated. Not having had time or privacy enough to meditate for about a week I could not sift through the emotions of fear and excitement properly. To what should be no one's surprise a 5-year-old worked them out for me. Her mother was in the bus seat across from us, with a baby nursing in her lap. The 5-year-old was standing between the window, her mother's legs, and the seat in front of her. Looking at me like the alien that I am I invite her to my lap with her mother's permission. Fully aware of the 4 hour bumpy, smelly ride we have ahead and the potential for her to be there for the duration, my heart allows the invitation regardless of my logic's resistance. She looked at her mother's eyes imploringly, and got the nod. for the remainder of the ride we pointed at the nature we passed and named everything, then Sumi drew them in my journal. Because there was only one horizon in her drawing, and we passed through so many landscapes, they all meshed into one in her tiny sketch. Mountains, fields, trees, even a sun and moon in the same sky. Excercising her coordination through hand clapping games I rembered my mother playing the same game with me as she drove when I was little. My mother would lay her hand palm up, and I would tap her hand with mine and she would try to close her hand around my fingers before I pulled away. Requiring little to no concentration from the adult, this brought never-ending joy to my little body, and the same to this little one. Sumi's obviously stunted growth and wispy thin hair screamed malnourishment at me as I thought of the chocolate covered raisins in my bag. She brought me back down to earth as we munched on the raisins together and sipped just enough water to rinse our throat, but not enough to make us have to pee, because restrooms only awaited 4 hours away unless we wanted to stop the bus and squat on the mountain side.
I arrived in town after nightfall. My steardy little house father got out of his bed 6 hours before he had to wake up and head to the fields. He carried my mattress on his back and wouldn't let me help. I pulled my inappropriately large suitcase along the cobblestone road. It bounced uncomfortably and my foreign-ness echoed down the streets.
23 Agosto 2010



Day 1 (of 2) in Arequipa city before we head off to our sites and we are invited to the bull fights. You can only imagine how disinterest swelled in my cheeks. But, right now, the priority is being together. These 5 other American volunteers that will live in Colca Canyon are going to be my support system for the next two years, and I will be theirs. The last thing I want to do is separate myself from the group on my first day in the Department with them. Reassured by a volunteer at his close of service that the bull fights are humane and they don't get hurt, we go. Looking back on the day, I am filled with contentment that I decided to attend.
When we arrived at the "stadium" we find it to be mountains of people piled up in some make-shift bleachers, and trucks containing the 'torros'-bulls on the other side of a large sandy ring. Once we found a place where we could all see I stopped to breath in the visual. Bottom to top: at my feet a caja of Arequipenian beer, in front of me women in their traditional hats seated sipping beer, standing beside them friendly and tipsy men in cowboy hats betting on bulls, ahead of us two bulls head to head in an honor contest- not a fight to the death match, behind them the trucks that brought them here painted in pride with the bulls' names, in the distance snow peaked mountains and between them the moon raising in the dusk.
The game we were seeing was entertaining and harmless. Just as the bulls and rams do in the wild, the two bulls push head to head when they see one another, and the first one to turn and trot away is the losing bull. No one gets hurt, the fun is in the betting. They make little 2 sole (60 centish) wages on who will win based on weight, neck girth, and ball size just for the fun of it. Our Peace Corps boys learned a bit or two on betting, and not to bet on opposing bulls to the same Peruvian, cause no matter what, the Peruvian wins. Haha! Disinterested in beer I treated myself to cotton candy at this fair-like event. It was delightful; the day, not just the puffed candy.
August 22, 2010
21 August 2010
Today was surreal
My first day as a Peace Corps volunteer was spent in Lima city.
On a day where nothing changed
The Lima sky bore its usual grey
The taxis their usual recklessness
the sidewalks their usual city coated filth
But everything changed today.
Today I awoke as a United States Peace Corps Volunteer and packed my things to travel to my site assignment.
With the same bag I have been living out of for the past 10 weeks, I pulled out an outfit I have worn a thousand times, and felt fresh. I felt like me.
With pride and familiarity we walked the city streets without need for a map, or PC staff assistance on how to gallivant. Now, in touch with the customs and culture of our new home, Peu, we prepare to leave each other. With divergent emotions we prepare for our new world today. This country surely has not changed sense we arrived, but in our eyes, nothing is the same. Do I look different? Can you see the transformation that happened over night? I can feel it.
With the capacity that is now instilled in us, we autonomously go.
The shadow over the novel day was the knowledge of our strongest support system being pulled away again. The newly sworn in volunteers are being scattered across the country. The strength in these young friendships are beautiful and everlasting. Libby has become a sister to me, and so many other trainees have provided the only ears that can understand, the only hearts that can empathize, and the only minds that can decipher my feelings with me.
With all due reflexive love and respect- we go.
20 Agosto 2010



19 Agosto 2010
The photo below is of libby´s host family´s kids. We became very close during my time in Lima.
